There are so many things bothering me these days. Things that make my world depressing.
1. There’s the whining volunteer at work
2. The pressure to get a husband from my bosses
3. Cruise and his games
3. Then the men in my life are either M. A or of the P.A and/or virtual, all of which is not only risky but lethal.
4. Mom is beginning to complain about the time I spend on the internet at home. I spend most of my time at home on the internet.
I guess the real reason why I am depressed is because I miss him. It felt sad to leave him. I tried my best to convince myself that I did the right thing but I could not. I feel as though I am having a nightmare and each time I wake up, I find myself in yet another bad dream. When will I wake up from this dream? I wish I could have sweet dreams instead. Sometimes I see him in my dreams but each time he leaves me worried and sad.
Dumisani
1 year ago
11 comments:
what you need right now is good friends, and to get out of the house, hang out go have fun. A good laugh is good medicine especially for a depression. Hun Life is short, do waste it on HIM.
i dont mean to be harse but i think you are a lovely person and you deserve the best..xoxo
totally agree with ugandan girl.....and please dont succumb to any of those pressures. Do everything at your own pace. Internet is addictive so I can so relate with you on the amount of time spent.....enjoy it, there is just so much to learn.
You have a friend, talked to Him lately? Jesus...
Have some fun. Find good friends and don't let those bosses pressurize you. You are way better than that.
Been a long time and I come back to find u depressed. the Internet is like a soap the more u stay on it the more mushy your brain becomes take UG girls advice and go out, have fun bye.
Go out have fun - even when you may not feel like you need it? I hate this "aspirin" Samali.
But hey, I am not against fun, if tha's what you're missing.
Get the picture?
Be well my gal.
To have mental bliss is to have walked Johnnie's way. A shot or two would make the dreams go away, Beyonce to could join you if you like. Life is to short to worry your soul. Keep Walking...
i know what you going through, i bnecome an internet junky when i am depressed for the same reason, but.... cry it out, take the time to proprerly feel, analyse and break it down and vent... you will be fine, the human heart was not made for somethings but one thing it was made for was to hope and repair soonest
@Ugandan girl, Gikobwa& McKeith Thanks, dears
@PH I dared to tell him everything including the unthinkable things I want to do
@Carsozy I have heard you, dude. But you've been so lost
@Dayer Kyoka you! So you even have a blog? Start posting already! Thanks and my love to your daughter
@ck Lol
@Lulu Thank you for the advice
Princess is excited that you sent her gretings. Are you still bothered - and have you found what is really bothering you, or I could help? I have a way I can let you see the real picture. Believe me? Then, let's see what I can do for your situation. I am joking my gal, although I believe that an additional dose of confidence can take you miles.
Even in matters of spiritual nature, Jesus did not ask us to look to him, or look out for the Kingdom (of God and Goodness.) He was against that mentality - of waiting for events that will change our lives. When he said that "the Kingdom is within you" he meant to say that each person holds the key to their own destiny, happiness.
So what's bothering you Samali? Only you can know well. And it doesn't call for meditation or whatever; I hate those aspirins of emotions management. Live life normally, for I know that whatever is bothering you is a creation of your own mind.
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